ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

20 June 2003 @ 3:07 a.m.

dd sez:

dear teachers�

I haf sumthing to say to ya eva since da exam finished and tat msg is�FUCK YOU!!! SCREW YOU!! I HAF ENUFF OF THIS!! I HAD ALWAYS KEPT MY EMOTIONS UNDER CONTROL AFTA DA EXAMS N B4 UNTIL NOW MY BREAKING-POINT HAD SNAP THIS TIME FOR GOOD!! U NOE EVA SINCESCHOOL STARTED N U GUYS HAD WENT EASY ABT DA GCSE I HAD STARTED TO LIKED GOING TO SCHOOL UNTIL DA EXAM WAS NEAR�. BOOM!!!!! ALL DA RUSHING OF REVISION AND WEN EXAM FNISHED ANOTHER N MUCH BIGGER BOOM!!!!!!!! ALL DA PRESSURE COMES, RUSHING N EVERYTHING JUSS HAPPENED SO FUCKING FAST, N NOW I HATE SCHOOL, FEELING PISS OFF N HOPE SUMTING BAD TO HAPPEN. N U MRS. L� STOP IT WIF DA CSWK N DA TEST ESPECIALLY AFTA DA EXAMS! N ALSO FOR FUCKEN SAKES, STOP RUSHING THINGS!! WE ARE NOT SUPER-WATEVA �U- WANNA- CALL- IT STUDENTS! WE DON�T LEARN A TOPIC FOR LIKE WAT? A 10 MIN EXPLAINING FROM U N THEN U GO TO ANOTHER TOPIC N ALSO EXPECT US TO LEARN IT FAST TOO!! IT DOES NOT WORK TAT WAY! IT TAKES TIME!!! N ESPECIALLY WEN U HAD MENTION TAT THIS SESSION IS MUCH HARDER THAN DA OTHA SESSION WE HAD!! IF IT�S HARDER, GO MUCH SLOWER!! WE ARE NOT GROUP 1 STUDENTS WHO ARE SMART-ASS COMPARE TO US, TO ME!! N TO U MR. B! U ARE DA TEACHER, SO U ARE SPOSE TO GIVES US MORE HELP ON THIS CSWK, UNDERSTAND THIS CSWK MUCH BETTA THAN WE DO THEREFORE EXPLAINING IT MUCH CLEARER SO TAT WE UNDERTAND IT AS CLEAR AS CRYSTAL!! N DUN ACT ALL PISS/ STRESS WEN WE ALL ARE BEING PRESSURISED BY U N UR MATES!!!!! WE JUSS ASK U A Q ABT DA CSWK TO HELP US, N THEN U SHUT US UP OR DUN EXPLAIN IT PROPERLY!!! N U MR.T, WHY DO WE HAF TO DO A FUCKEN POSTER FOR KEYSKILLS??! WHY BOTHER??! AS U NOE TAT THAT TOPIC HAS NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOO REVELANCE TO DA SYSTEM, WT U CALL IT AGAIN? OH YEA, GCSE!! U NOE TAT GCSE IS GOING TO BE TOUGH (U SHOULD NOE) N TAT TEACHERS ARE GONNA STUFF US UP WIF CSWK, TEST N HMWK!! Y ADD MORE PRESSURE TO US?!! DUI LEI! N MRS. W� Y GIVES US ALOT OF U-SO-CALL- IT A QUIZ!! TO ME (RATHER MOST PPL) IT LIKE A TEST! THEY WAY HOW U ACT MAKE IT SEEM LIKE A TEST!! OH N MR. BY� A BIG HMWK TO DO DURING DA SUMMER HOLZ??! I THOUGHT DA HOLZ WAS MEANT TO RELAX FROM ALL DA PRESSURE OF SCHL WK, BUT IT SEEMS LIKE I�M WRONG!! Y DO WE HAF HOLZ WEN U TEACHERS ARE GIVING US HMWK??! N MR. F, GO EASY WIF US.. INFACT TO ALL DA TEACHERS, STOP CRACKING OUR HEADS FURTHER WEN WE HAD ALREADY CRACKED IT HARD ENUFF FOR DA EXAMS!!! NOW BESIDES WANTING TO CRACK OUR HEAD EVEN FURTHER, U WANT TO RUIN OUR LIFE NOW!! IT�S LIKE U WANNA SUCK MY SOUL OUTTA MY BODY!! ARGH!!! I HAF ENUFF PROB TO DEAL WIF N NOOO� U TEACHERS JUSS WANNA PILE UP MORE!! WELL SCREW YOU TOO!!! NOW I BARELY HAF NETIME FOR MYSELF N NOW BURYING MY FACE IN FRONT OF BOOKS N CRACKING MY HEAD FOR DA Q�S!! N NOW SLEEPING V. LATE NOWADAYS COMPARE TO B4 N DA HOLZ!! FOR GOD SAKES!! STOP PRESSURISING US! PUSHING US TOO FAR CAN AFFECT OUR EMOTIONS IN A BIG WAY!! I AM NOW, N ALSO OVA DA PAST WEEK, FEELING DEPRESS, ANGRY, PISSED OFF N LOTS MORE!!! N SHIT, NOW I AM GONNA BE SICK (ILL LIKEWISE) N HAFING HEADACHES EVERYDAY!! SO GO EASY!!! TOO BAD THERE'S NO SORT-OF HAPPY PILLS TO KEEP ME HAPPY!! SO, THERE, TAT ALL I HAF TO SAY FOR U LOT N WAT I THINK ABT U NOW (MONSTERS WHO KEEP US AS SLAVES FOR PLEASURE). ARE YOU HAPPY NOW??

yea, I�m done n feeling much betta than b4, pplz.. it feels so damn good to release it. N yea.. I noe tat dat I�ve wasted my time writing this msg to them n dat they won�t see it, but this entry is where I give out my emotions, tell u how I�m feeling n wat I wanna say in front of their faces�. Now tat I haf lots of work to do, I�m still in exilation.. but to busy world this time. Yea, I noe tat I said b4 tat I won�t be writing nethin at da meantime, but now I�m taking a break for like wat? Like da first time this week..? oh yea, this msg is going between me n u guys who rd this n tats it, kinda private.. so shush up, will ya. n soz, this page will take a while to load n might haf sum errors, so soz pplz. oh well, this entry was long n it�s damn late, I might delete this entry later in da future� n now bak to work work work� n exilation from diaryland. So signing off until further notice!

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